Originally posted 6-10-2011
So,
it's been about 24 hours since the clusterfuck session and my head is
still spinny and I'm still way past relaxed. All 4 of us gave a thumbs
up to the session, and I hope it happens again soon.
I'm
sore and bruised today from my boy tossing me around like a sack of
potatoes, and pinning me, and binding me and wrestling and whatever.
I'm not used to being rendered helpless and immobile, and there are very
few I would trust to do so. He only used his hands, and muscles, no
ropes or anything, and still was able to push me to the point of saying
"uncle" (with a few fuck-you's thrown in for good measure).
I
felt a bit better when he looked down at me from his vantage point as I
was underneath him struggling and said "Damn, you're strong!" Not
strong enough to escape, though.
At
one point, his moves and the hold he had me in were hurting and I told
him so. His response? "Well, if you wouldn't keep fighting me I
wouldn't have to make it hurt." He got slapped in the face for that
one. I guess he forgot that he was gonna have to let go of me
sometime. :)
Well,
as for the client who wanted to take me to Dubai...I told him no.
Sorry, no trips to the Middle East for this girl. I was 99% decided on
"No" anyway, and then my mom freaked out, cementing my decision. The
upside? He compromised and said we could go to England. Now THAT is
doable, and most likely to happen. I'll keep you posted.
Todays song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKkDLzKqUYk
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